Maybe I'm back sorta. i don't know, life has been kinda rough. maybe that's the reason why I'm back, I decided to take up college but it has been a terrible experience what with both a early wake up immediately followed by schooling was an exhausting experience for me. My college writing teacher was... very unfriendly and well... bad. he made my first year experience terrible because the way he teaches was just awful. I was getting close to a breaking point in my depression. Now, i know to a good lot of the world, this whole covid 19 thing was a big problem but to me... was a Blessing in Disguise. I was laid off of work and didn't need to work there anymore., which gave me a lot more breathing time to work on my school work(very ironic too considering i worked at a factory that made hand sanitizer XD) I somehow barely survived my first year of college with terrible grades. and I think I failed one class. but its fine, due to my mental disability i feel like its a good